i always go to respond to mae’s asks and come back feeling like super existential
i’m floating in the ether rn, gonna go read more of the secret history now and feel enthralled
this show did really good things with Lacy’s grief
i don’t know how to handle well written responses to trauma w/female characters
“I see him as one of those pitiful things sometimes born in hospitals. They feed it, keep it warm, but they don’t put it on machines. They let it die. But he doesn’t die. He looks normal, and nobody can tell what he is”